SHATTERED

by Souless Affection

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Anton I had this album in my list from when it was first released but i wanted it in a physical copy. So finally the cd is available again! Great album with great lyrics. A must have! Favorite track: This is War.
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credits

released February 14, 2012

Souless Affection would like to thank – Xavier Morales(for all the years and teaching me everything I know about music and for the amasing work you have helped us put out). Jesse<eye>Roberts(man I could never have done any of this without you). David “UV” Frey (for the musical contributions you made to this album and helping bring my vision and nightmare to life). Arijah and Psyklon Aeon for their amazing artwork and logo for this album. The entire DMWI family, Austin CyberPunks, Rayne, Inferno, Dani and Thye Garza. Every band we have ever opened for, had the pleasure of playing with(all of you continue to inspire me to keep going). TEXAS/MINNESOTA – WHERE YA AT? YOU KNOW I WOULDN’T FORGET YOU!!!!! Specially all the fans out there that support us and our music, without any of you we are nothing.
I have to thank my lovely other half Casey and my bandmate Jon(for always putting up with my mood swings and always being there when I needed you most). My daughter (Makayla) for always being my inspiration.

Last, but not least………I give this to all of the children of the night. It's not your fault..........you were young and vulnerable, and someone took advantage of that. You are not gay/dirty/ugly/unwanted, you are beautiful/kind/unwaivering/and stronger than you think. You have survived what some people would have given in to suicide over. Some people will not understandyou because they fear you. They mistake your kindness for weakness, they do not know you have seen and harbored enough hatred for 10 life times.
Shame on those who think you a joke/outcast or different, it is their loss. It's hard I know, what right do they have to judge. They do not hold you at night when the nightmares become unbearable, or hold an umbrella for you when life just pours one heartache after another on you. Those days when you settled for less than you were worth because it was better than being alone. For you are stronger than you think. If they only knew the child in you begging to scream out!!!!!!!
The tempered rage that you are capable of, but giving into that would make you as bad as them. It's not your fault..........you shine and show the world that you have wings that they could never touch, never tear out the feathers and when you stretch them out people with cry at the beauty. Do not be ashamed of they things you had to do to survive. you were left with very little choice at that time, but now you have a choice. Be for others what no-one was for you! Be their voice!
I give this to the children of the night who have known little light. To those who have suffered and are still suffering. Remember you are not alone and never again will you be...............Rest your head and know that every night I am on stage I relive your nightmares so that you can for once in your life know what it is to sleep peacefully...........................

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Track Name: If Angels Cry
Tonights the night, I've cried my last tears. Sanity lights gone, I have no fear
I have lost touch with my innocence. Will anything help seperate my worlds?
To many times I lock the pain away. Tonights the night, nothing more to say.
Everything gone, all hope is lost.Futile persistence, my faith gone

Chorus: Sitting here the light fades out of frame. I've rolled my last dice
I'm not playing the game. My time is up, I'm closing my eyes
Gonna find out tonight if Angels cry!!!!!!!!
You kept taking from me, I have nothing left. This knife in my hand, has become my best friend
My time is up, I'm closing my eyes
GONNA FIND OUT TONIGHT IF ANGELS CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .

The memories play back, like a broken tape. Existence is gone, I can not be saved
Warmth leaving my body, through these open veins. Nothing is left, the cold I will embrace
To many times, I cry myself to sleep. Wounds are superficial, but the pain is so deep
You said you save me, but your eyes did lie. Gonna find out tonight if Angels cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chorus: Sitting here the light fades out of frame. I've rolled my last dice
I'm not playing the game. My time is up, I'm closing my eyes
Gonna find out tonight if Angels cry!!!!!!!!
You kept taking from me, I have nothing left. This knife in my hand, has become my best friend
My time is up, I'm closing my eyes
GONNA FIND OUT TONIGHT IF ANGELS CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .
Track Name: Phantasm
Take a look down the rabbit hole.
Shall we see how far it goes?
Slip into an unconscious state.
Your mind compounds the fantasy.
As you lose grip of reality.
Lost in the the sands of time.
Searching for what you thought was love,
Was nothing, but empty hands.
Hallucination……….Hallucination………..Nothing but hallucinations

Chorus: Enjoy your hallucination
The outter shell of total darkness
Can you feel your cerebral cortex…………caving in?
Track Name: Enemy
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I’ve lost touch with reality.
My conscience has gone blind.
Can’t tell the truth from a lie

Chorus: I’m my own worst enemy
Why can’t I see?
I’m my own worst enemy
Stay the fuck away from me

My only comfort is sabotage.
All feeling in the body is gone
The razors edge is calling me
To set my emotions free
Happiness to me, seems so far
The only friends I have are my scars

Chorus: I’m my own worst enemy
Why can’t I see?
I’m my own worst enemy
Stay the fuck away from me
Track Name: Broken Dreams
Who’s the one laughing now? Just look at where you’re at.
You the one on your knees, and I’m the motherfucker with the bat.
You thought that this was fun? Like it was some sort of joke?
Well I’ve risen up against you. It’s your will, mind and body that must be broke.
Just save your calls for help, cause they’re falling on deaf ears.
Now you know what I’ve been living with. How does it feel to be the one living in fear?
Time for you to pay. I don’t care for appologies.
Sit back enjoy your nightmare, cause I’m about to live out my sickest dreams.

Chorus: You’ve taken it all away from me, my sanity, hope and purity
Now let the beatings begin, cause I’m taking back my broken dreams

It’s my turn to impose on you, my sick sadistic will
What has now become my heaven, will terrorize you soul….welcome to hell.
The pain you cause in my life, have become your soulless chains.
So now we’ll just close the door…..so no one can hear you scream!!!!!

Chorus: You’ve taken it all away from me, my sanity, hope and purity
Now let then beatings begin, cause I’m taking back my broken dreams
……………..you stupid fuck!!!!!!!!
Track Name: Release my Soul
I'm lost in the dark, A light I can not find.
I am locked in this nightmare, That has no end in sight.
These memories are like a shadow-less monster, That is seldom seen
They steel the breath out me. I can't even scream.

chorus-
Let me go, I’ve paid the toll. Let me go, release my soul
Let me go, I’ve paid your toll. Let me go, release my soul

Forgetting is out of the question, That day forever remains.
You stole my childhood, my inosence , I will never be like you- we are not the same.
A fate far worse than death, These memories are the monster.
Forced to play their twisted game, The hatred I will always harbor.
So long since happiness was here, Or so it seems.
Take back these fucking nightmares. Let me peacefully dream

chorus-
Let me go, I’ve paid the toll. Let me go, release my soul
Let me go, I’ve paid your toll. Let me go, release my soul.
Track Name: This is War
Just when you thought it was safe to open your eyes
The nightmare you feared is coming true
We your children are the one who are next in line
Not gonna believe any more of your lies


Chorus: This is War!



We're marchn up your front steps, here to beat down your door
The time has come for you to step aside
Not gonna live the lives you lead anymore
The sentence is passed, it’s time for you to die!!!!!


Chorus: This is War!
Track Name: Through My Eyes
This is a calling for you people to wake up,
Starring at the world with your eyes shut
We’re busy helping countries over sea’s,
But we can’t even feed the people on our streets
This is call to all you Nazi’s, and you Thug’s,
You’re better off lying face down in the mud
We live in a world where sex sells
Your daughter’s climbing poles for $20 bills

Chorus (repeats): See the world through my eyes!!

To all the meth head’s high on your glass
Get some fucking help before your heart takes a crash
Commit a crime, pay a fine, cop a plea
Think you’re special, you’re a celebrity
Let the poor fight and die for your rights
It’s time you picked up a gun and towed the fucking line
This in no nightmare or horrid lie
You have just seen the world……………through my eyes!!!!!

Chorus (repeats): See the world through my eyes
Track Name: Victim
My heart on the floor. Broken pieces, you laughed.
Think you’ve got the best of me? I’ve got something for your ass.
Everything that you do, isn’t going the way you planned
It’s coming back to haunt you. You Jaeid’d little bitch.

Corus: Take your best shot at me. Not gonna be your victim
Take your best shot at me. Not gonna be your victim tonite.

Think you have me, right where you want?
I’m not your toy. You stupid fucking cunt
How will it feel to know, that I have seen the truth?
I’m standing on my own now, and I don’t fucking need you.

Corus: Take your best shot at me. Not gonna be your victim
Take your best shot at me. Not gonna be your victim tonite
Track Name: Salvation
Standing at the gates of a broken heart.
You glued the pieces of this my shattered life.
A gaze and a smile takes me from this hell-ish place.
Now I look up and feel them warmth on my face.
The world is a new, I see it all through your eyes.
You are the reason that I am alive.
You were my blanket on a cold dark day.
Child you took my pain away…………….You took my pain away.

Alcohol, drugs, abuse, no life of sin.
You’ll never feel dirty hands upon your skin.
Even through the toughest trials of man,
I will always be the one there holding your hand
The sands of time expire, and I am gone.
You’ll still never have to face this world alone
Because of you I can face this world without fear
I can lay my head down and there are no nightmares
The world is a new, I see it all through your eyes.
You are the reason that I am alive.
You were my blanket on a cold dark day.
Child you took my pain away…………….You took my pain away.